Anytime I’ve ever accomplished something major in my life it hasn’t been any of my doing. Before I really get into the juicy stuff let me just explain what happened when I so-called tried to do things on my own. Anytime I tried to take the reins and so-called be the boss of things it went great for a while, but then things started to go downhill pretty quickly. In other words, they had no staying power. Let’s take for instance the time I tried to become a spoken word artist/singer, yeah I was able to record an album, I even had a single being played on a local jazz radio, had some pretty good gigs in town but it all came to a screeching halt when said producer made a proposition that went against my morals and values. Then there was the time I wrote my first book, High Stakes. Who am I kidding, High Stakes was well received, and I made pretty decent money off of this self-published piece of work, but I lost my love for the characters; I outgrew the whole, Urban Fiction genre. By the follow-up novel, I didn’t even want to continue to write in that area anymore. Now don’t get me wrong this particular genre may get a lot of flack from old school authors but I happen to think Urban Fiction is fantastic because it gives authors who want to tell our stories, from our community the way that it really happens; it just isn’t my cup of tea anymore.Then I decided to run my own mental health clinic and behavioral health company. Yes, it was great money, but my heart wasn’t in it. The rules and stipulations that were put in place prevented me from actually providing the spiritual and energy healing that I felt called to do. Okay, now you’re getting a clearer picture of where I’m going with this. Although, I am extremely thankful for all of my successes, and relationships they all had one thing in common: God wasn’t in any of it. Nope, he wasn’t at the forefront at all, I was. My ego was in the front seat flying all across the world, stepping tall in my Louboutins, involved in romantic relationships, and inside I had an empty space. No matter how much I acquired, or what I achieved it felt as if I wasn’t doing what I was born to do. I knew in my heart of hearts that I wanted to allow God to be the front runner.

Then I decided to run my own mental health clinic and behavioral health company. Yes, it was great money, but my heart wasn’t in it. The rules and stipulations that were put in place prevented me from actually providing the spiritual and energy healing that I felt called to do. Okay, now you’re getting a clearer picture of where I’m going with this. Although, I am extremely thankful for all of my successes, and relationships they all had one thing in common: God wasn’t in any of it. Nope, he wasn’t at the forefront at all, I was. My ego was in the front seat flying all across the world, stepping tall in my Louboutins, involved in romantic relationships, and inside I had an empty space. No matter how much I acquired, or what I achieved it felt as if I wasn’t doing what I was born to do. I knew in my heart of hearts that I wanted to allow God to be the front runner.

I knew God wanted to use me, all of me but I was afraid. I was afraid to let the world know that I was God’s girl. I worshiped him heavily behind closed doors. I had a direct connection with the Divine. But our relationship was in secret, it’s almost as if I were ashamed. Was I? I didn’t want to be one of those people, holy rolling, and uptight. Why did I think that way? What made me so afraid to admit that I had a personal relationship with Christ and that I loved God way more than anything on earth?

All of that changed on the eve of 2016. I had, had enough of hiding my relationship. I was a spiritually fly individual and the world was going to find out. I had a book burning on the inside of me where God wanted me to talk about the power of forgiveness. He wanted to pour into me the words that would help his people get over their past to start building their future, pain-free. So, I became obedient and started to write the manuscript and let the world know that God is indeed my business partner, the head of my life, and Jesus Christ is the peacekeeper of my soul. I no longer do anything that isn’t in direct alignment with my faith.

Success now is exactly what I thought it would be. In fact, it looks a lot like it did before except I have no reservations or empty feelings. I have 100% peace and tranquility. I smile a lot more, and I will whip out my prayer shawl and hit my knees in prayer in a moments notice. I don’t worry about who accepts me because I accept myself first. I love having an open mind. I have adopted many spiritual rituals to enrich my faith such as meditation, yoga, solo hiking, and reading my spiritual texts just to name a few. I love attracting the type of clients who are looking for the help I am specifically giving. Get this, not all of my followers and supporters are Christians! They have their spiritual foundations which I respect, and they respect mine. We bond over one common theme, and that is universal love. We bond over the fact that you have to allow your spirit to guide you, and have full control in order to have spiritual abundance.These days there is nothing uptight, or boring about me! The contrary! I am full of life! I do more things now more than ever. I am also extremely creative and I am above all grateful. I am sharing this to say don’t hide, live your life out loud,

These days there is nothing uptight, or boring about me! The contrary! I am full of life! I do more things now more than ever. I am also extremely creative and I am above all grateful. I am sharing this to say don’t hide, live your life out loud. Deepen your spiritual bond, and strengthen your Divine Connection. I have learned that God really wants a personal relationship with you. He doesn’t want you to hide his love because he doesn’t hide his love for you. He wants you to be proud of your relationship with him because you teach others by being an example of what a personal relationship with The Divine can bring.

Now if you’ll excuse me it’s time for me to go pray and meditate!

Love & Light
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